Sorry and a little Scared

I am sorry to all who suppoert me. I was suppose to go out this weekend but my dog became very ill. I know that sounds like an excuse but her stomach was twisted and she had to have surgery. I am sorry for getting behind on helping others. I feel like I am letting you guys down. I am a little scared to help homeless because every time I have ever tried to give something to a homeless person they yell at me. My husband is going to go with me so I have to wait for him, but he has a hard time freeing his time up.